最近的我。。

最近的我真的觉得很累了，很想停下来好好的休息。。最近好像做什么事情都不顺利，要这个没有这个要那个没有哪个，或是有人要跟我争，难道我是酱好欺负的吗！！！我不出声反抗是因为我不想吵，不想连朋友都没有的做。。。上个月我的sales很差，才做到八千块而已，真的很压力。。。终于做了这么多个月，这个月终于加薪和comfirm了。。这应该是唯一一件开心的事。。我觉得自己好像融入不进我好朋友的圈子，好像跟他们的关系越来越远了。。跟他们好像没有什么话题，有时都不知道他们在讲什么，真的很失败。。我真的很讨厌这种感觉也很害怕这种感觉，我怕失去这班好朋友。可是我却不知道要怎样做才可以跟他们不要酱疏远。。。最近的我每天都很想回马口，不想上回kl.，想回到我熟悉的家。。以前的我总是觉得kl很好什么都有，很开心可以在kl住可是最近的我却觉得马口才适合我。。。这几个星期回了家后就不想上回来，很想一直在马口，偏偏时间却过到很快一下子就要上回kl了。。。很多事情可是不想告诉家人因为不想他们担心尤其是妈妈，我已经长大了要学会自己解决问题了。。真的很想回家，想念我的家人，尤其跟家人在一起的时间。。

送机

hang and alex-sweet couple


lau and hang


me and hang

ah bi and hang

all of us...take care o hang

today is my friends phooi hang going to UK continue her course....so we ady planning to go KLIA...around 3.30pm we go permaisuri there meet alex n ah lau,then sit alex car to KLIA....we reach there around 4sthing,after park the car we go meet ah hang...we chit chat with her then waithing her to check in,after check in n get the ticket,we walk around and having dinner together at KFC....finish eating then we take some picture with her,at that time ady around 7pm...she will go in at 7.30pm,but gideon them almost arrive so she wait them lol....around 7.20pm gideon them arrive,they rush to her n say goodbye with ah hang....after that we all say goodbye to ah hang n ask her take care and becareful at UK....bye hang,remember to take care urself o,wish u all the best there...

WHERE GOT GHOST-SINGAPORE MOVIE

today me,ah bi n samie planning go for a movie-where got ghost......before we go to watch movie,we go to nilai giant focus point cz ah bi wanna help her causin see the frame....who knows the frane ady sold out so cant see ady,so we just chit chat v badariah-manger there....around 3.30pm,we up kl again,the movie will be start at 4.45pm....we go midvalley watch movie...when we reach the cinema there,what the hell man so many people there,we still think today monday somemore is puasa so won have many ppl la...who know a lot of ppl there...since we ady at there so we just beratur la,after 15 minutes we get our ticket....luckily the movie haven start yet,a lot of ppl watching this movie....this movie got there part,first part is路边有鬼,second partis森林有鬼,third part is家里有鬼....is really very funny lol,all ppl there laugh until non stop....watch this movie really can relax ya....for me i think the third part is most nice....after finish the movie we go sri petaling there eat steamboat,so full o....the hold day we just eat only lol....omg fat ady la....have to diet ady...but anyway we have a happy and relax offday....

HANG OUT WITH BEST FRIENDS

yesterday is my offday so plane go for a movie with my friends ah bi n samie....we go to MATA FAIR at PWTC cz both of them planning to go hong kong at december...we go there c whether can get cheaper flight ticket n get more information....wwe go there by lrt cz we dun know how to go there....after we buy the ticket then we go in.....a lot of counter over there,after discuss n asking all the thing that they wan....they direct buy ticket over there,then we settle all the thing...at the moment ah chin cal us go sing k,but ah kai have to bak batu pahat around 6 pm....after discuss with ah chin we plan to go for luch first....we meet ah chin them at PRADA CAFE at BANDAR PUTERI,so nice the cafe name...the cafe gt no customer at all just we 6 person onli,like we book the hole cafe...haha....the drink,food and the service at there quite good la....actually n ask him find ppl go to work...ah kai have to bak yesterday but we say no need bak la take mc la...who know ah kai really serious o,he direct call his manager tell him he cannot bak then we go IOI MALL for a movie at 7.35pm....we eat fruit rojak inside the cinema,this is our first time do so,so crazy man but enjoy la....haha.....we finish our movie at 9pm.....then we have another plan is go eat bak kut teh but chin them say still very full so we change our plan....we plan to sing k at red box there,cz ah chin got 30% discount....at that tiem already 10 pm but still got buffet so we go to take a lot of food n dessert....the food ok la but got 1 dessert very nice n oso the mango blended....i like that so much....we really very enjoy,we sing a lot of song.....we sing until around 1.30am then we bak home cz today still need to work.....we reach home around 2am even very tired but i really enjoy n happy all the day cz long time didnt hang out with them ady...

3.9.09 is a bad day

today really a bad day for me....dunno y start at the morning when i am wake up i ady have a bad feel...start from the morning i ady not feeling well cz 'bi shai n hou long tong',but have to meet with my customer....actually i am not really wan to meet him,but since he say just for a while then ok lol...i am go mcdonalds meet him with my colleagues ah teng.....actually he wan us to join anway n buy the products from him...he say can be a part time job and earn more money....but i really not interested in this thing...then i direct tell him i am not interested but he say if i dun wanna join ok de but ask me to buy the product to eat...the product is rm265 for 3 things...when i am thinking wan or dun wan that time,suddenly he say saturday he take the product to me then the money can pay later...i am quite not happy cz i still haven say wan or dun wan..i feel like he forced me to buy lol...hate people force me to do the thing that i dun wan....i dun know how to tell him cz i treat him as my friends...finally i tell him, let me think n dicuss with my mother first,then he say ok....after that i am go back to work....at that time ady 1pm++,but my shop still haven open bill....ady dun have sales but got a lot of customer call to ask about their contact lens ady arrive ornot.....they complain us why until now still haven arrive...dunno what our hq doing lol,wan sales but dun wan give us stock.....sien....after lunch then go bank in with ah teng....5pm is coming my still haven open bill,6pm,7pm is coming still waiting,langsung no ppl come in...what the hell,today i am the 1 that send sales to boss le...i scare to send la....luckily 7pm++ jaren open 1 sunglass bill + collection ady get rm700++....after that i open rm56 bill,then lee chien sell 1 christian dior rm950,then still got other bill....luckily todat sales got rm2300++....thank ah teng,jaren,lee chien....if not today i really dunno how to send sales to boss lol....finally can relax ady....after reach home,going to take bath....tomolo not working so can late only sleep....when i go c my best friends samie's blog..after c her blog,suddenly my feel no good lol...she say she is lonely when i am moving out,she got no ppl talk n laugh with her ady...feel sorry to her...today also my ex bf birthday....anyway happy birthday to him...

当幸苦时身边有个人照顾那该有多好。

当幸苦,有困难，伤心，被欺负时身边有个人照顾你那该有多好。可是却不是每个人可以拥有，也不是每个人可以这么辛运找到。。。 没有的人只有自己慢慢的熬过吧，久了就会习惯了。久而久之你就会习惯也会忘了被人照顾的感觉。。。身边有人照顾的朋友要珍惜哦，不是每个人都可以拥有的哦。。。。

双面人

最近我终于真真体会到ah bi之前跟我说她做工做到很辛苦因为每天都要做双面人。。。。现在的我每天都在做着双面人。。。我很庆幸我只是对着一个人做双面人不然我一定会崩溃，庆幸我我还有vanielle,jaren和 teng不然我一定很惨。。。一定很快便老太婆。。。也不知道为什么我会和这个同事变成这样的地步。。对，他是有教我东西可是不代表他就能说一些没有经过大脑的话，每个人进入每一行都是从零开始的为什么他要这样讲呢？？？难道他就没有试过什么都不会的吗？？？我很谢谢他教会我一些东西可是我希望他可以尊重我，也请他不要每天喜欢喜欢就摸我，这样我会觉得很恶新。。。我只是要求这样而已。。。不要每天跟我说那些没有用的东西。。。