A SPECIAL DAY FOR ME!!!

9.12.2008 IS A SPECIAL DAY FOR ME BECAUSE TODAY FINALLY MY RESULT OUT AND I GET PASS IN MY EXAM......THAT MEANS FINALLY I PASS ALL MY SUBJECT ,I FINISH MY COURSE ADI....FINALLY I CAN RELAX ADI....I CAN CONVO WITH ALL MY FRIENDS.....BEFORE I KNOW THE RESULT I REALLY VERY SCARE BECAUSE 2 TIMES FAIL IN THIS SUBJECT LIAO....LUCKILY I PASS THIS TIMES...NO NEED STUDY AND EXAM ANYMORE....AHAHAHAHA.....EVEN I NEED TO WAIT UNTIL NEXT YEAR APRIL I ONLY CAN GET MY CERTIFICATE BUT AS LONG AS PASS I ADI VERY HAPPY....I ALSO WAN LET 'U' KNOW WITHOUT U I STILL CAN PASS MY EXAM,I ALSO CAN CONVO AT NEXT YEAR APRIL!!!!!HOPE COMING DE 2009 IS A GOOD YEAR FOR ME AND ALL MY FRIENDS ,EVERYTHING CAN GO SMOOTH.....

finally finsh my exam.....

today finally i finish my final exam....next month i will know my result,hope come out de result will be the result that i wan that is pass my exam n become optician!!!after this exam hope everything will going smooth....too much thing happen in this few month liao,so i hope dun wan happen anything anymore.....give me some normal de life.....i wan start my new life.....

feel lonely de birthday

so fast my birthday adi past.....yesterday was my birthday but the hole day i am alone at home cz i am having my exam soon cant going out n also all my friends working.....afternoon i still have to eat maggie mee at home o,omg birtdhay still have to eat maggie mee cant imaging!!!!really feel very lonely at tat time,but at night my friends come find me then we going out eat steamboat ....i stiill feel very happy.....today my best friends samie n jane go out shopping at midvalley but i cant go cz of exam again,really very FXXX ....samie n jane both of u very bad la....i have to do revision again n again n again!!!!!i hate exam!!!!last year de birthday was very happy cz my birthday is just after my final exam, at night celebrate at san francisco steak house, then the next day go see lee hom at sungai wang,then the next day all my best friends n housemate celebrate with me....but this year all things totally different, the thing tat never change is all my best friends still be my side help me celebrate my birthday!!!!!really appreciate it~~~

H.A.P.P.Y B.I.R.T.H.D.A.Y

today is my 20 years old de birthday.....thank all my housemate n ex housemate help me celebrate my birthday....thank for u all still remember my birthday....i get my first 20 years old de birthday cake....until know i still dunno where my friends get the cake cz just now i didnt see them take cake to tat place....anyway i happy with tat,thank a lot....i wish all my friends n i tat take exam in this nov n dec will pass the exam n graduate together at next year....some of my friends see tat i not really very happy...i am happy cz u all help me celebrate,i got a bit not happy cz of other things...before 12am i adi started receive a lot of msg tat from my friends wish me happy birthday....the first person tat msg me wish me happy birthday de is my ex bf oscar tat is the 1 tat i think will help me celebrate my birthday in this year,but sthing adi change.....

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H.A.P.P.Y B.I.R.T.H.D.A.Y mean is a happy de birthday....another few hours my 20 years old birthday will coming....this year i still have a happy de 20 birthday???or a not really very happy de birthday????last year i really happy in my birthday cz a lot of friends help me celebrate,lee hom coming to malaysia,just the day after my final exam n a lot of thing....this year i know all my best friends will come n celebrate with me....maybe cz my exam on next week so i feel pressure n scare tat make me dun really got any feel my birthday adi coming.....i will have a happy de birthday cz i got a lot of best friends(ah bi,samie,meizi,jane,jying,yaya,jack,issac,lesli)Thank you to u all~~~anyway i will be the 1 tat wish myself happy birthday
.H.A.P.P.Y. B.I.R.T.H.D.A.Y. E.W.E.N.

exam coming very very soon~~~

my final n last exam coming soon....feel very pressure n scare,scare the result will be no good again....feel disappointed to this subject adi....finish study the thing tat need to study adi hope i can answer the question tat examiner ask....hope this time can pass my exam n become a optician n no need to worry abt exam de thing....then i really can start my working life....wish me good luck here~~~

他还值得我为他流泪吗?

一年半的感情,一年半的付出换来这样的东西???为什么最后我得到的是这样的结果???从开始不敢放这么多感情到最后因为你对我的好我已经不知不觉把我整个心给了你,就在这时候你跟我说你不要这段感情了...为什么你会变到这样残忍???是我的错吗???是我对你太放心了吗??是我太信任你吗??是我太笨吗???是我太相信你的话,你给的承诺吗???从来没有想过你会背着我爱上别一个女子.....一路以来我都决得我的付出是值得的!!!到了现在我已经不知道我当初的付出是值得吗???为了这段感情我不知流了多少的眼泪.....为什么分手后伤心流泪的是我,你却可以开开心心的过日子???为什么你可以在我最辛苦最需要你在身边支持,陪伴的时候丢下我???为什么分手后的你可以变得说话这样不负责任????你说感情这种事不能勉强.感觉要来就会来,竟然你不能管好你的心为什么当初你要来追我,为什么你要爱人???为什么你要弄乱了我的生活,走进我的生活了才说感觉要来就来要没有就没有!!!你令我觉得我当初的选择是非常的错!!!!为什么你这样对我,我还是会为了你流泪伤心????我甚至还愿意原谅你,为什么我会这样笨???你还值得我为了你,为了这段感情流泪吗???还是我应该要放下了呢???

男人的爱和女人的爱一样???

男人有性才有爱.
女人有爱才有性.
男人对她好为了得到她.
女人对他好因为爱的是他.
男人的心可以同一时间给很多女人.
女人的心只可以同一时间只给一个男人.
男人会对女人残忍.
女人不会对男人残忍.
男人不会为女人伤心,流泪.
女人会为男人伤心,流泪.
男人会让爱他的女人伤心,难过,流泪.
女人不会让爱她的男人伤心,难过,流泪.
男人不会为他爱的女人默默的付出一切.
女人会为她爱的男人默默的付出一切.
男人不会为爱他的女人改变自己.
女人会为爱她的男人改变自己.
男人不会给女人改过的机会.
女人会给男人改过的机会.
男人不会因为女人付出过而留下来.
女人会因为男人付出过而留下来.

是时候放弃了???

最近想了很多东西...我是应该放弃了吗??再坚持下去受伤的应该会是我自己吧!!!我也不会得到任何东西反而会更辛苦....从小到大都有人帮我安排一切,从来我都不用担心也不会有烦恼....是时候我要学会独立了,虽然现在学有一点迟也会比别人更辛苦但我相信我可以做到的....我要让哪些以为我会爬不起来的人知道,我不是酱弱的!!!!没有了一些东西我还是可以很坚强的活下去,等着瞧吧!!!
加油!!!一定能做到的!!!GAMBATEH!!!

信任值多少钱????

信任 一个你人为可以信任的人到底是对还是错?在某些事里不管你多信任对方,对方还是会出卖你…..往往这些事都会发生在你最需要人在旁边支持或帮助时….这些 事情都会在你毫无准备之下发生,让你来个措手不及….你会在心理想为什么对方要这样做???这样对那个一直都信任对方的来说是多么残忍的事!!!!!!这 些事会使你在以后根本不敢再这么信任一个人,因为你知道同一件事有可能会在一次发生….所以当要这么信任一个人时真的需要看清楚到底这个人是不是值得你怎 么去信任….发生了这些事过后你会在想到底信任值多少钱!!!!!!

忘记一个人

如果说要忘记一个人，谈何容易….
但又有谁真正做到呢?????
时间不能忘记一个人,
时间只能慢慢的疗伤,
时间只能冲淡某些感觉,
但是每到夜深人静的时刻 …..
心就开始越来越痛….
所有美好的回忆就回到脑海里….
最后伤得最深的还是那个一直都没有想到会被对方会丢下的那一个…..